goodbye ~

i don't do this blogspot stuff anymore .

i won't delete this,

but i'm not gonna be

on at all in the future . <3

hm .

michael jackson died today .

thats sad .

and so did farrah .

gosh .

2009 is a bad year, in my opinion =/

Slacker !

its been a while .

my hair is short,

like rihanna short .

today is 8 months for me and babe <3

LOVE YOU ! lol

uhhhh . thats about it .

Good Day (:

babe decided to play with temporary tattoos .

he knew i wanted to take pictures lol now

everyone thinks i have a gangster boyfriend .

well anyway, it was a good day for us.

the sun was shining perfectly .

Last Nite .

Its nights like that,

that stand as proof or reassurance

and show me that everything will be okay .

i love you, babe .

closure .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaxjqBcuots&feature=player_embedded

stupid blogspot won't let me put it directly on here .

but omg, this video is amazing .

i think after the funeral today,

everyone finally has closure .

Rest In Peace, Stephen .

& watch over Robyn .

Robyn- we may not have talked in months but you are an amazing person and i want the best for you . i hope this makes you stronger .

damnit .

school tomorrow .

i'm not going to the viewing or the funeral .

its not my place .

its gonna be a sad last week of school .

free hugs ?

RIP, Porno . <3

RIP. Stephen .

this impacted EVERYONE at school .

more than 109 kids left that day .

Rest in Paradise Stephen .

You are in everyone's hearts .

Last Night .

we fought .

we cried (or atleast i did) .

we resolved .

we planned .

we loved .

you are the life of my strength .

you are the strength of my life .

ily deeply (:

102508 <33

Honestly,

i've been lying to you lately .

i just didnt want to seem selfish .

if i said i was lonely, it'd make you feel bad so i said nothing .

you always ask what's wrong and i give you the same answer .

n o t h i n g .

i need to realize that you have a life and i can't always be in it .

stupid me .