Currently...

i feel better . yesterday was bleh but atleast i spent

it with isaiah . OH YES :) lol um. i got 5 things on my mindd...

1. himm <3

2. food . haha

3. FRIGGGIN SONG THAT'S STUCK IN MY HEAD.

4. damn school projects.

5. nothing.

so wait, thats four . hm . im boredd with nothing to do .

random thought: can you believe black history month is over alrede ?

shortest month of the year lol .

OHHHH WAIT, wednesday the 25th was a special day

woot woot !

And Hearts !

new beginnings . reunions . trust . love . happiness . sensuality . promises .

first impressions . words . faith .

valentine's day <3

today, i got isaiah a teddy bear puppy thingy (he named it after me) . & some GOOOOOOOODDDDD ASSSSSS cologne . lmao it smells great . & a big box of CHOC-O-LATE . yummm ;D PLUS... the earrings he's wanted for a while . don't forget to mention the sweet card i got .

aren't i the best ? oh yessssss !

okay . so i spent most of the day with isaiah &

oh snap , we took pictures !

theres more. & they're cute :) lol
February 14th, 2009 -- Valentine's Day .

Mutual Agreement .

so, we're gonna try to change things up .

work on us and our love . nothing needs fixing up,

but we just want to be closer .

i'm rele starting to cherish how great things are

between us . like, i'm thinking differently .

we're trying our hardest . i seriously believe

i can have a future with this guy . tell me i'm naive,

and i'll just laugh in your face . comme ca,"hahahahaha" lmao .

so i say cheers, to a big future . salud :)

Inspiration ?

its beautiful things like this that make me

wanna learn a million instruments :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02Ao9jyq5Vk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02Ao9jyq5Vk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02Ao9jyq5Vk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02Ao9jyq5Vk

Honestly,

im slacking .
i have nothing to say .
its alrede been said .
lets go on an adventure
& talk about it on blogspot :)
lol yeahh ?


oh, btw. today = 3 & 1/2 months . yummmm !

Nous/Nosotros .

we argue . we cry . we talk . we shout . we live .

we love .

Realizations of the Mind .

& so i blame myself for our arguments . i'm too serious . i let my temper get the best of me . i'm difficult to understand . i can't explain myself . i hold too many grudges . i'm hard headed and stubborn . i'm naive . i'm cold-hearted . i hate to be wrong; but admit that i don't know everything . i'm an optimistic pessimist . i hate the thought of being alone . and although my faults sometimes overcast my true self, he sees past the gray rain clouds . i've truly realized how lucky i am .

Are You In Good Hands ?

& so, here i am again, continuing my everlasting love-sick day dreams. haha au contraire mon ami, life has never felt so real . maybe i'm exaggerating, or maybe you're just a ____ . i think maybe y o u don't understand . la la la idc if i'm living in a fairy tale at the current moment . i'd rather not wake up from this day dream -- not as long as i have the only thing i need and want by my side . i pity the girl who thinks she has everything but takes it for granted . i've learned and assessed . never have i thought that i could deserve such a beautiful thing . hmmmm. life is lookin up ehh ? OH YESS ! ^_^

Monophobia .

"Monophobia is an acute fear of being alone and having to cope without a specific person, or perhaps any person, in close proximity."

Just when you think you know everything you're feeling, something surprises you. Today was interesting. As always, i had the normal butterflies wrestling in my stomach, nothing new. but OMGGGG i kept thinking about how i couldn't stand to be away from HIM . haha idk i don't like to think about being alone . not at all <33

It's Only The Beginning,

i can honestly say that at this point in time, i'm TRULY happy .

i've met someone who makes me a better person .

i can't deny it to anyone; i'd be lying .

he's my best friend, my support system, call him what you want .

all i know is that he has earned a big spot in my chest

& it's exactly where my heart should be ;)

nobody fully understands the extent of my words but that's okay .

as long as he knows what he's done for me, i'm G O O D .

"If you're ever feeling lonely, just always remember that I'll always be here and if I'm away, im always coming back to you. You are my future." --- Isaiah