Lately .

he's been stronger than me .
i feel like such a burden with
all my crying and stuff.
ughh & i'm not going to be here
for spring break .
i'm gonna reeeeeele miss isaiah .
idk . i've become so attached to
him and we've gotten so close
to the point where my heart hurts
when he's gone .
its going to be the longest week
of my life without him .
i mean, i don't see him all the time
but i'm atleast able to talk to him
on the fone . i won't even be able
to do that :'(

i'm praying that the funeral is
this week .